Coming from a surfing backround. I feel the difference between playing around with your friends and doing tricks on the smaller waves is fun, but kind of predictable. Where as taking off on a BIG, Dangerous, and very UNPREDICTABLE wave has soooo much more allure to it, for me anyways. So riding " soft " for many years has been great, and don't get me wrong, is still very challenging. It's the incredible speed, the long carves, the whole body experience that has brought me to that UNPREDICTABLE yerning. I kind of know what I mean in my head, but have a hard time putting it into words. P.S. I think it's great to have a place to ask questions to experienced people about this sport. When it comes to equipment, it's not cheap, and you want to make the right choices. Thanks...